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I've made a new journal. This time it's going to be a friends only journal. And I'll be using that one instead of this one. So all you people I was friends with leave a comment on that and I'll add you...
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-- Name: Nicole Kulbacki
-- Birthdate: December 27, 1988
-- Current Location: Hillsboro
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brownish
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie...
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- Your heritage: Mostly Polish and Finnish
-- The shoes you wore today: going to wear my anarchic sneakers
-- Your eyes: Boring brown
-- Your weakness: um..not sure
-- Your fears: REAL spiders, bugs..
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: being truely happy with life...
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: TOO EARLY...NEED MORE SLEEP!
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: style
-- Your best physical feature: nothing...actually my hair, i get alot of comments on my hair..
-- Your bedtime: um..10 or so...
-- Your most missed memory: dunno
-- Your favorite memory: dunno
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or thongs: bras
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss: alot
-- Take a shower everyday: yeah
-- Have a crush (es): yep
-- Who are they: well..Rich, Joe..
-- Do you think you've been in love: nope
-- Want to go to college: not really
-- Like high school: kinda its okay
-- Want to get married: kinda
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: no
-- Believe in yourself: not really
-- Think you're attractive: fuck no
-- Like thunderstorms: yes very
-- Play an instrument: yep..Bass, keyboards..guitar
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: i dont know..dont think so
-- Smoke(d): nope
-- Done a drug: Nope
-- Have Sex: Nope
-- Made Out: nope
-- Go on a date: Nope
-- Go to the mall: yeah
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: Nope
-- Gone skating: Nope
-- Made homemade cookies: yeah..
-- Been in love: nope
-- Dyed your hair: yeah
-- Stolen anything: Nope
-- Had an imaginary friend: Nope
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been called a tease: nope
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- Best eye color: Green or blue
-- Best hair color: anything
-- Short or long hair: short-- Best height: Taller than me
-- Best weight: don't matter
-- Best first kiss location: ...? me or a place?
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: haha...no
-- Do you like anyone?: yep
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: erm..well...Craig..but he's a brother...I dunno otherwise..
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Sam
-- Are you close to any family member?: mum..craig
-- Who do you hang around the most?: Sam
-- When have you cried the most: when Jesse died
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: being loved.
-- Worst Feeling?: losing someone important to you
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1 sam
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Alot
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[23 Jun 2004|12:35pm] |
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Stuck On You
:x: movie you bought = Errm..no clue
:x: song you listened to = Dry Kill Logic-"Rot"
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Slipknot-"Duality"
:x: cd you bought = Slipknot's Vol.3: (TheS Subliminal Verses)
:x: person that's called you = Sam
:x: person you were thinking of = Rich...I was just talking about him with someone..lol
:x: friend you made = erm..Faith I think..
:x: cigarette: Don't smoke..
:x: kiss: Sam
:x: cry: A while ago..
:x: library book checked out: I don’t go to the library
:x: movie seen in a theatre: erm.. I can't remember at the moment
:x: book read: Stoner & Spaz
:x: cuss word uttered: Fuck you
:x: beverage drank:
:x: food consumed: Bagel
:x: phone call: Sam
:x: tv show watched: can't remember
:x: time showered: this morning
:x: shoes worn: Arachic Sneakers
:x: cd played: Slipknot - Vol. 3:(The Subliminal Verses)
:x: soda drank: Coke
:x: thing written: a profile for VF..
:x: words spoken: ...I don't remember
:x: sleep: This morning
:x: sexual fantasy: dunno
:x: ice cream eaten: Black Raspberry..yesterday
:x: lipstick: Black w/ glitter
:x: time dancing: a loooong time ago
:x: big car ride: erm...probably to Hampton for a concert..
:x: crush: Rich, Joe...still
:x: annoyance: Craig, he woke me up this .grr -.-
:x: disappointment: i dunno
:x: time scolded: yesterday sometime...
:x: shirt worn: SLIPKNOT! \m/ >.< \m/
:x: website visited: www.livejournal.com
NUMBER OF...
:x: piercings = 9
:x: tattoos = none yet..:*(
:x: height = 5'4 or so
:x: shoe size = 10
:x: hair color = pfft..I dont know..kinda faded reddish/brown..
:x: siblings = 1
:x: you have a crush on someone = yeah...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else= sometimes..
:x: you think about suicide = no.
:x: you believe in online dating = no not really
:x: others find you attractive = aha...no..
:x: you want more piercings = hell yeah a lot..my tongue, 2 or 1 more lip piercings, right eyebrow, bridge, nose...
:x: you drink = no...not ALOT
:x: you do drugs = no,..
:x: you smoke = nope
:x: you like cleaning = no not really...unless its really dirty
:x: you like roller coasters = haha..no..I'm such a wimp..
:x: you write in cursive or print = print..my cursive looks like shit..
:x: long distance relationships = never been in one
:x: using someone = never would
:x: suicide = not a good thing..
:x: killing people = Always wondered what it'd be like........
:x: teenage smoking = whatever
:x: doing drugs = dumb
:x: driving drunk = very dumb
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = all for it...lol
FAVORITE...
:x: soap operas = General Hospital..lol
:x: song= erm...I have ALOT..mostly any Mushroomhead song..or Slipknot song..
:x: thing to do = dunno
:x: thing to talk about = anything on a serious matter..
:x: drinks = Pepsi...Mtn Dew.
:x: clothes = baggy pants/shirts..
:x: movies = Horror...Strangeland...The Ring...Wishmaster 1,2,3...
:x: singer = Amy Lee
:x: holiday = Halloween
HAVE YOU EVER...
:x: cried over a girl = yeah...but not in a wanting way..
:x: cried over a boy = ^above
:x: lied to someone = yeah....
:x: been in a fist fight = well...not intentionally trying to hurt, just playing around
:x: been arrested = nope...
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Suave
:x: shoes do you wear = sneakers?
:x: are you scared of = REAL spiders, bugs, some dogs, Rollercoasters lol...
NUMBER OF...
:x: times you've been in love? not yet
:x: times you've had your heart broken? not yet
:x: hearts you've broken? none
:x: girls you've kissed? erm...i can't remember..like 5 different girls..
:x: boys you've kissed? haha 1...
:x: drugs you've taken illegally? erm..none i recall.
:x: people you would classify as true, could-trust-with-your-life-type friends?: Sam...
:x: people you consider your enemies? I dont know
:x: times your name has appeared in the newspaper? none
:x: scars on your body? a lot
:x: things in your past that you regret? ALOT
FAVORITE...
:x: Disney movie = none
:x: word = FUCK
:x: nickname = Nic, Nick nack, Nikki,...um..i dunno
:x: eye color = green or blue
:x: flower = Rose
:x: piercing = TONGUE! nipples(on a guy.)
:x: actor = um..Johnny Depp?
:x: actress = Angelina Jolie
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = Fuck no
:x: funny = nope
:x: hot = NOT even close
:x: friendly = sometimes
:x: amusing = sometimes..mostly unintentionally..lol
:x: ugly = yes very
:x: loveable = maybe
:x: caring = yes
:x: sweet = sometimes
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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.
which happy bunny are you?
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A - Age: 15
B - Best quality: Friendly
C - Choice of meat: none
E - Ex (most recent): Nick
F - Favorite food: pizza
G - Greatest accomplishment: nothing
H - Happiest day of your life: none
I - Internal conflicts: huh?
K - Kool-Aid: I don't like Kool Aid
L - Love: JOEY!!!
M - Most valued thing I own: Autographs..:-)
N - Name: Nicole
O - Outfit you love: D-Ring pants..Manson shirt..lol
P - Pizza toppings: erm...chesse?...
Q - Question you want to ask: eh?
S - Sport to watch: Don't like sports...
T - Television show: General Hospital...lol
U - Unique habit: Inflicting pain upon myself...
V - Vanity, yes or no?: yes
W - Winter: is better than summer
Y - Year born: 1988
Z - Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: no
2. Ran away: techincally when i was like 3
3. Pictured your crush naked: no
4. Actually seen your crush (boyfriend) naked: erm..no
5. Broken someone's heart: not that i know of
6. Been in love: With JOEY!!!
7. Cried when someone died: yes of course
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: All the time...
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Drank alcohol: uuh..Yeah
11. Lied: Who hasnt?
12. Cried in school: rarely but yeah
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi!
14. Sprite or 7up: Sprite
15. Girls or guys: Girls..guys close behind though...
16. Flowers or candy: Flowers
17. Scruff or clean-shaven: both
18. Quiet or loud: Loud
19. Blondes or brunettes: Both
20. Bitchy or slutty: Bitchy
21. Tall or short: in between
22. Pants or shorts: Pants
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: style
24. Last person you slow danced with: um..i havent danced in a while...
25. Trust the most:
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this morning
27. Had a deep conversation: dunno
28. Had a great time with the opposite sex: cant remember
WHAT IS...
29. Your good luck charm: dont have one
30. Person you hate most: too many
FAVORITES...
31. Slumber party game: dunno
32. Color: pink/black
33. Movie: Strangeland
34. Book: Blood and Chocolate...or...Cut
35. Subject in school: none!
36. Juice: dont like juice
37. Car: erm..i dont know
38. Ice cream: um..Orange Sherbert?
39. Holiday: Halloween
40. Season: Autumn
41. Breakfast food: bagel..waffles..
42. Place to go with your hunny: anywhere with them.
WHO...
43. Makes you laugh the most: Steph
44. Makes you smile: a lot of people make me smile
45. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them:
46. Has a crush on you: HA!..no one of course
47. Do you have a crush on: well lets see...Nate...Joe...Crystal...
48. Can make you feel better no matter what: no one
DO YOU EVER...
50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no one ever calls me so no
51. Save AIM conversations: if I feel the need to
52. Save e-mails: only if they're important...
53. Wish you were someone else: yes all the time
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
55. Cried because of someone's mean words: not recently..
BEST...
56. Cologne:
57. Perfume: Amber Romance
58. Kiss: Neck
60. Most recent advice given to you: ...
HAVE YOU...
61. Fallen for your friend?: yeah
62. Kissed a friend? lol..yeah
63. Been rejected?: lots
64. Been in love?: no
65. Been in lust?: oh yeah....
66. Used someone?: not that i remember
67. Been used?: Not that i know of...
68. Cheated on someone?: nope
69. Been cheated on?: not that i know of...
70. Been kissed?: yeah
71. Done something you regret?: lots
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: Crystal...getting out of the car...she was like sitting on me...lol
73. You talked to?: mom
74. You hugged?: I think Steph..not sure..
75. You instant messaged?: erm..Brian i think..
76. You kissed?: Sam..lol
77. You had sex with?: Virgin
78. You yelled at?: probably craig
79. You laughed with?: Steph
79. Broken your heart?: no one
81. Who told you they loved you last?: Sam... i think
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: yeah
83. Have tattoos?: no
84. Have piercing?: of course!!
85. Have a boyfriend?: nope, of course not
86. Own a webcam?: no
87. Own a thong?: no
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yeah..
89. Sprechen sie deutsche?: eh?
90. Habla espanol?: eh?
91. Quack?: quack quack
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: yes
93. Smoke?: i tried it..dont anymore
94. Schizophrenic?: no
95. Obsessive?: over somethings
96. Compulsive?: what is compulsive?
97. Obsessive compulsive?: erm..depends..
98. Panic?: yes
99. Anxiety?: yes
100. Depressed?: yes
101. Suicidal?: no
102. Obsessed with hate?: yes..i hate a lot
103. Dream of mutilated bodies: haha..yeah
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: yeah..i had a dream the other night where i killed someone..very brutal..
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: shopping..
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: not that i know of..
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes..lips
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: sure......
109. Would you marry for money?: no..
110. Have you had braces?: yes..they suck
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yes
112. Do you like hairy backs?: erm..no...
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: at sams party..lol!
114. Could you live without a computer?:no
115. Do you use ICQ, AIM, etc...? AIM
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 32
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: no
118. Do you sing in the shower: no
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take em off
120. What is your favorite fruit?: strawberries
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: erm..i dont know
123. What is the last movie you saw?: Shawshank Redemption
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: yes
125. Are you photogenic?: eh?
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color
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Today was pretty boring. I was so tired during English I almost fell asleep. Especially when we had to read that stupid book...
Well some parts of the day were pretty eventful. Steph and I making our "plans"..lol..if only we could ACTUALLY do it without getting in trouble! But nope we can't i guess..boo...
anyways...I think I'm starting to like a girl that i've liked before, and i guess she USED to like me but nothings gonna happen now. Well actually i dont think I ever Actually stopped liking her. And then there's Stephen, I'm starting to like him again. damn I'm so fucked. Why bother even thinking about it? No one likes me nor WILL anyone. It's just a waste of time. But whatever I can't change anything...
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[04 Jun 2004|08:11pm] |
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Wow...It's been a looong time since I've written in this thing. That's becasue my fucking computer at my mom's house is fucked.I don't know what's wrong with it. It just always freezes, well usually...sometimes it lets me on webpages for a little then it freezes, and it's sooo slow. It's pretty bad when this computer at my dad's house is a lot better...
Anyways...Nothing new has really happened..Except me going out with Nick, then dumping him a week later like usual..Because I'm a fucking dumbass..But anyways...Although I don't think I regret doing it...I think I'm better off not dating him. Except I still get Wicked jealous whenever I hear other girls talk about him...I don't know why...It's weird...
yeah but anyways...Nothing else exciting has happened. Wait the Sky Show! It was fun except the part with Sam... She fucking ruined it all! It sucked so bad because of her. Omg she was pissing me off beyond fucking belief. Just thinking about it pisses me off again. I don't even know why she even fucking went, she didn't like any of the bands, she just went to hangout with friends so that caused me to not see any of the bands Iw anted to see. Every time I asked her if she wanted to go watch some of the bands she kept saying "No I don't like and of the bands, That'll be boring, I don't want to." I wanted to fucking smack her so bad she pissed me off. Then I started calling her like bitch, and poser and shit. She's my best friends, for me to actually start calling her names and ACTUALLY meaning it, you got to piss me off REALLY bad...Except when you really think about it she is a poser...She NEVER dresses goth except once a year for kicks or at a concert so she wont feel out of place. Ahhh she's starting to REALLY get on my nerves. And she wonders why people are bitchy to her or think she's annoying...Ha!...but what pisses me off the most about her is when she calls me a bitch for doing something she did 2 fucking minutes ago. Or when she does something and I'm all bitchy to her and she acts fucking dumb and doesn't know why I'm like that. She knows damn well that the littlest things tick me off and annoy me. And she calls me stuck up! Everyone I asked about it doesn't think so just her and her fucking friend Crystal...Ahhh, now that I got that all out I feel a little better not much but a little bit...Sometimes I just want to fucking smack her so bad but no I can't...
I got hair dye today...One blonde kit and 2 Intense Auburn or something like that. It's like a darkish red...Hopefully it'll actually work this time...I want it to so bad, I love the color, but it never showed up when I did it on my natural hair color. Which is not surprising my natural color is like brown or dark brown or black or something I don't exactly remember..It's been a while since I've had my natural color completely.
Hmmm... I think that's about all the exciting stuff that's happened...I can't think of anything else.
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I was grounded...but not anymore. I got an F in World Cultures but now that I finished what I was missing I can get everything back.
Yesterday i went to see Van Helsing...I don't remember some of it because I was soooo tired, and I kept falling asleep every here and there. But what I did see it was okay...The FUNNIEST thing happened last night. We came home from Concord around 1 am and my mom was getting her keys to unlock the door, and she said she better not see any bats around and i lightly touched the top of her head, and she screamed wicked loud, thinking it was a bat. It was hilarious. One of the funniest damn things I have ever done. It was perfect timiing too...
I have to babysit my cousin later on today. My Aunt has to work or something, and we're going to take care of him.
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Just a little survey I stole form Beth...hahahaha..thank you!
Do the survey now!!! or I'll...or I'll.....umm....haunt you forever! ;)
1) Am I one of your best friends?
2) Describe me in three words:
3) Can I have your phone number? (if you really want me to know you'll put
your cell too...)
4) Do I annoy you sometimes?
5) If you could be anywhere with me where would it be?
6) What is one memory that we have shared that you will never forget?
7) Am I easy to get along with?
Name one bad quality of mine.
9) Name one good quality of mine.
10) Would you get into a fight to defend me?
11) How sweet am I to you on a scale from 1 to 10?
12) Have I ever made you cry?
13) How often do you think about me?
14) Would you trust me with a secret?
15) Would you trust me with your life?
16) Am I funny or serious?
17) *opp sex* Have you ever been attracted to me?
1Am I bright or shady?
19) Do you enjoy my company?
20) Would you be able to hang out with just me and still have a good time?
21) *opp. sex* Wouldyou ever date me?
22) *opp. sex* Do you or have you liked me like "that" ?
23)*opp. sex* What would you say if I asked you out?
24) *opp. sex* How far would you go with me?
25) Have you ever dreamed about me?
26) Dancer or singer?
27) Am I fun to be with at a party?
2 What movie, song, andshow makes you think of me (and don't say you
don't
know)?
29) How far would
you drive to see me?
30) Would you introduce me to any of your friends?
31)Who do you think is my perfect match?
32) Do you think I will get married? To whom?
33) When you hear my name what do you think of?
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I got my dumbass retainers yesterday...I hate them already...They suck, I can't talk normal....I don't know how long I have to have them but I hope it's not too long...
I dyed my hair yesterday night...It didn't come out too well..You can barely see any color change, just that it's not like 4 different colors. You can really only see a tint of red when My hair's in the light.
This vacation has been soooo boring so far...It sucks. We haven't done anything except just stay home and do nothing...Ahhh....
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Yeah, I got my lip pierced on Monday...It hurt a bit...but then a couple minutes later it didn't hurt at all.. It mostly hurt when she was moving it so she could put the ring in. That was the worst part. Now it just stings, because yesterday I was cleaning it and was taking off the scabby shit and it hurt...lol. But I love it!
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Just got home from getting my braces off!! It feels somuch better without them on. It hurt getting them off though. When she scraped to get the cement off, it pulled on my teeth so it hurt...And that mold for I don't know what, but that shit was fucking nasty, I kept gaggin when I had it in, oh my god...gross...In about a half hour I'm getting my lip pierced! yay..so excited to get it redone. I can't wait, it's gonna be great. I don't even remember how much it hurt...Oh well, I don't care as long as I get it back...
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Well...Tomorrow I get out of school at 10:45 to get my braces off...I cannot wait. I hate these things more than ever. Also my mom said I could probably get my lip pierced this week instead of waiting until vacation when I get the damn retainer.
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Well today we got report cards...I didn't fail anything! I was glad about that. I can get my lip repierced! My mom said if I failed any classes I couldn't but If I didn't fail any classes then I could. So I am...Well after I get my braces off which is in 3 DAYS!!! I am sooo happy. I don't have to have these stupid looking things anymore.
Today there was an evacuation or whatever you'd call it. They made us get out of class in the middle of 2nd period so tehy could do some search with the K9 unit, or whatever. Although that was pretty good beause we were just about to have a quiz. Which I didn't do the homework for so I get all weekend to catch up. I am determined to pass this class without having to worry at the end of the quarter about catching up and rushing everything. But anyways back to the evacuation...After I heard they were checking people for drugs and stuff, I got nervous because I was stupid and left my purse in the classroom. And I have perscription pills in my purse and I heard if they catch you with them then they can charge you with drug posession, and suspend you and fine you...And I really don't want that happening.
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